It's autumn again, and I'm very happy.
The air is tight and cool, the leaves smell sweet with decay, and I've discovered that I am, in fact, still alive.
I always get annoyingly poetic about the season that precedes winter. I once wrote:
There is potential in the fall for my tissues to be reborn into glorious sensitivity. If it were summer, I may have wasted away by now, blowing away in the breeze, or melting into the soil.
Overly emotional, 18-year-old dreck aside, there is certainly something about fall that awakens me in a most pleasant way. I, like everyone, dread its onset, because it means a vanishing summer that will eventually give way to winter. Still, when it arrives, I am invariably overjoyed. I'm not sure why, but it's probably because fall's quite an important season for most New Englanders. It's hard to hate autumn when it looks like this, even if its arrival means returning from vacation, going back to school or work, and an imminent winter.
I'm not sure that Finns love fall quite as much as we do [any Finns care to comment on this?], but Finland certainly doesn't want for autumn beauty. And just as I always did back home, I feel now as if I've awoken from some kind of summer-induced stupor, and that I can begin again in some productive capacity.
I appear to have hit the ground running in terms of Finnish study; all the passive activities that I took part in over the summer, though they seemed a bit inadequate at the time, have helped me quite a lot. I'm actually speaking Finnish -- using it to communicate, not just to practice communicating. Please don't think that my attempts to speak are anything other than pathetic, but still. One has to start somewhere.
My English class has been a real joy, too. My students are really enthusiastic and very fun. They're quite willing to speak up, as well. What more could a teacher want?
And, lastly, if you were a nerd kid who grew up in the USA in the 90s, you probably watched The Adventures of Pete and Pete. I always think of this show as a bit of an autumn treat, since much of it seemed to take place around this time of year. And perhaps this formative children's entertainment is the reason I get so annoyingly poetic sometimes. And why I giggle whenever I hear the word "blowhole."
I'm glad to hear you're enjoying yourself and that your Finnish study is going well as well as the English class. :-)
ReplyDeleteI'm still trying to recover from crazy flu viruses.
When I first moved to Finland in spring, I was really amazed how quickly autumn came and passed by up here in Sodankylä. Actually this year is the first year that it's been a gradual, slow autumn. The past few years it sort of just flashed by too quickly for me to enjoy it fully.
I hope you recover from your flu soon. It seems like you've been sick for quite a while! Keep resting, and you'll be on the mend soon. :)
DeleteIt's too bad that autumn is so fast in Lapland, although I'm sure the coming of the cold weather up there has a beauty all its own. I've heard the leaves look spectacular, if only for a little while.
Oh yeah, my fave are the red/reddish ones. They just look SO gorgeous amongst the green and yellow he he...
DeleteI've been sick for 2 weeks now (actually today is the 15th day), but they say that it may take 2 weeks or more. Crazy, I know! I'm on the mend, but very slowly...probably 'coz I've only managed to get decent/quality sleep for the past three days.
I love autumn too ^.^ Chilly, beautiful, energizing somehow... And the first snow is so soon!
ReplyDeleteHi Elena!
ReplyDeleteI haven't been writing my blog since I got back from Spain. I guess there's not much to write about.. Maybe some kind of aftermath..
Anyway, my point is that since I've not written my own blog I also haven't visited this site so often lately. But it's great to know you're doing ok! Also, nice to hear about the improvements with the language!
You asked a comment on Autumn.. I'd say not many Finns love the fall since it gets so dark and wet and cold. Especially the darkness really gets people! But for myself, I love the Autumn! It's totally my favorite season of the four. I guess I'm bit weird on that matter :D
Anyway, take care!